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went to lancaster, pa wit some friends, for my friend's grad party... had a blast! (had a bonfire and tents)
imma gunna go to stores to get litte somthings for ylc and stuffs =P
imma gunna go to florida on wednesday for few days at my aunts.. imma gunna party wit my old friends! cant waiitttt seriously!
dlkjfaoiufdakljsfd i gotta shower and O U T of this hell hole =P
imma out suckers
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[04 Jul 2004|11:08pm] |
imma at dubois wit friends (campin)
showing andrea around in the journal
we had BLASSSSSTTTTT
im def comin here again!
herers a hello from andrea =P
busy life of mine as usual ofc ;)
im out, suckers
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[30 Jun 2004|12:44pm] |
lskjal;di looks like FOREVER that i haven't updated my lj! eh like who would wanna kno whats goin on in my life? pffth
but yeah i was browsing thur the net and im like, eer why not post up sumthin on the lj
gunna be a senior... unfuckingbelievable!!!
accpeted 2 ylc... leavin 2 florida on the 14th, just to chill in florida wit my aunt n all.. partyin on before goin to ylc.. i would need that! =P
oh shit! i gotta go!! OUT wit a friend! =D i usually take like 45 min to get ready but now its like 30 min! fk that!
jeez i so dont have time to post up entries.. u kno why!! always out ;)
im out, people
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[13 Oct 2003|03:06pm] |
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went to gally hc.. had blast!
saw many old friends..
and new faces..
saw ma sistah.. good to see her but glad that shes still at gally *grinnin*
luv the fact that almost eva1 at gally thinks that imma college student.. *smirks big*
no school for me today.. YAY!
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[04 Oct 2003|02:08pm] |
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hMmM...
i've been busy lately, aiight... last nite went to pittsburgh downtown wit ma girl, amanda.. we got lost for a lil then guys in otha car waved at us and tellin us to come on ova and we did!!
amanda was freaking out, she went thur the stoplight!
i told her to stop so we could see what the guys want
she stopped.. she was like oh my god, oh my god! ur crazy!
i laughed so hard, i haven't laughed like this for a long time...
the guys did come over and they came out of their car
i screamed, they're comin! id ont wanna talk to them! oh my god!
amanda wrote on the paper, sayin that we're deaf
they went cooL! and gave us their emails address
from robert morris university.. college boyz hmm!
two r cute, out of three.. not bad
our lucky night, amanda lol *winkss*
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[20 Sep 2003|07:22pm] |
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he looked me deeply in the eyes
he lied and said “I wont make you cry”
and when I thought it was 2 good 2 be true,
he blew me off and found sum1 new
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[20 Sep 2003|06:23pm] |
hmm about time imma updatin this lj.. lol
nothing exciting in my life, acutally..
went to parties last weekend and recently.. didn't drink that much cuz they dont have my favorites! damn them, (hearings r cheap) lol
umm i might go out wit this guy tonite... im waitin for him to get online so i dont know what we'll do.. =P
imma out
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new icon... not bad hmm? i kno its kinda small but o well! =)
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[29 Aug 2003|04:21pm] |
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hmm pretty busy days for me... =)
went to peer mentor workshop, learned a lot!
~had blast 2~
gonna hang out wit manda, mah girl t'day and gonna go to a football game.. gonna be a blast!
goin 2 a club tmw.. cant wait to shake mah booty!
went to my hearing school for one class.. it wasn't so bad but i made some friends today, some girls and some football players! whoO! o_O
imma out xo
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[26 Aug 2003|02:29am] |
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im glad that i live today in this century..
women rights rocks
admit that dk! =P
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[26 Aug 2003|02:06am] |
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*rolls my eyes*
guys...
*scoffs*
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[23 Aug 2003|12:21am] |
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well well i kno i haven't posted my "life" on this journal lately.. ehh *who cares?* =D
anyways, went to ocean city for a weekend, then drop nellie off at gally.. saw some old friends (yup its good to see 'em again) my mom cried like a baby when she said a good bye.. i laughed my ass off
arrived home, ran to my bedroom and changed the whole thing.. it looked BADASSED! i love my room!!!! (since nellie was my roomie but she went byebye) heh
im kinda bored, i went into bathroom and puttin some diffy makeups on me.. found one style that looked really good! hmm gotta use that sumtimes =)
thats all for t'day i guess? =P
well thats all for now i guess?
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[09 Aug 2003|08:29pm] |
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whoaaa long time, no updatin =P like you would want to kno whats goin on with me eh? i ain't that interesting.. =)
but anyways, went to florida for three weeks, had blast! my aunt n uncle lives down there so.. lucky me, i kno =P heh (so thats why i haven't updated lately)
pageant--last nite went to pageant for miss deaf pennsylvania.. kristin won, amanda - first runner up
congrats!
dj night tonite... party on!
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[14 Jul 2003|01:19pm] |
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HmmMm...
yesterday - got home from erie.. 4 brett's grad party and it was fun! yea...
friday- on the way to erie.. had to pee SO BAD so, i peed outside of the highway! (awesome, huh?!) ofc in the long grass lol *kris didn't post it up in her lj.. hmm how can she forget that!?* if u kno kristin's lj.. it says it all about da weekend =)
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[10 Jul 2003|08:53pm] |
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hmm just got in.. a guy friend, andrew came here to hang out with me, we chatted for awhile then he took me out for a dinner.. he paid! *hmm* nice of him eh? he didn't have to, really.. but he insisted so! =P after that we watched "road trip" at my house wit my dad and bro.. then he had to go... i had pretty good time.. HEY IT AIN'T DATE! just a friend thang! =P
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[09 Jul 2003|11:50am] |
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i wish that life return 2...
when the night light was always functionin
and dreams were never shattered
and playin with barbies was all that mattered
when agony and war were only fake on t.v.
and broken hearts were an enigma
life was so much simpler when ur biggest priority
were the monsters in ur closet...
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[05 Jul 2003|11:21pm] |
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IM SOOOOOO PISSSSSEEEDDD OFFFFF
my fuckin picture file is gone, theres like 100 pixes of me wit my friends, and animations! GONE! all GONE! i dont know what happened.. i blame all of these shits to zane! (hes sayin that hes innocent; i dun fuckin believe him)
now what am i supposed to do? take of them pixes again? *scoffs* im SO ready to kill somebody!
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[03 Jul 2003|12:50pm] |
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i've got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
hand full of anger held in my chest
and everything left ish a waste of time
i hate my rhymes but i hate every1 else more
im riding on the back of this pressure
guessing that ish better i cant keep myself 2gether
beecuz all of this stress gave me something 2 write on
and the pain gave me sumthin i could set my sights on
ill never forget the blood, sweat, and tears
the uphill struggle over the years
the fearing of trash talkin and the people it was 2
and the people that started it, just like u
and u dont seem 2 understand
a shame, u seemed an honest man
and all the fears u hold so dear
will turn 2 whisper in ur ear
u kno wut they say mite hurt u
and u kno that it means so much
u dont even feel a thing,
u dont seem the lying kind
a shame that i can read ur mind
and all the things that i read there
you dont even dare to care...
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[30 Jun 2003|01:48pm] |
Everybody doesn't understand
what i've been going through
i just need a caring hand
from somebody true...
i know i've got an attitude
but sometimes i didn't mean to show
i wasn't being rude
they'd go, "oh thats so emily jo"
so little did they know
i just need a time
its all i ask for, nothing more
they acted like i've done a crime
i just want to run out of my door
to get out of things i've done before
i need to hear somebody to say
"its okay, i've been there"
but instead, they pushed me away
they didn't want to care
so i am on my own
i dont know what to do
sometimes i feel alone
cuz nobody haven't been in my shoe
but its okay
they didn't care to see
but i'll try my best today
to be the person i want to be..
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[30 Jun 2003|01:41pm] |
i was reading chicken soup for the teenage soul on tough stuff.. i read this poem.. and it just.. i mean i totally understand how that girl felt.. sometimes i felt like this, of course some of 'em that doesn't happen to me, like my dad beatin my mom or being pregnant, u know!
-Have You Ever-
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
Have you ever woken up in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on Earth?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?
Have you ever seen your friend get shot
Outside his favorite store?
Have you ever seen a friend die
From drugs he'd never used before?
Have you ever seen your mom get beat up
By your stepdad messed up on booze?
Have you ever had an unwanted pregenancy
Forcing you to choose?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear?
Have you ever seen your friend drive away
After way too many beers?
Have you ever had a friend
Experiment with weed?
Have you ever covered up guilt
By doing a good deed?
Have you ever considered suicide
As the only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you say?
Have you ever wanted to protect
Your friends and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't, then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
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